The Spiritual Writings of ספר סודי סודות
סוד ה ליראיו ובריתו להודיעם
The Pieces of the Puzzle that created
The Spiritual Secrets of Sefer 72
This webpage is dedicated to all the pieces of the puzzle with karmic and eternal thanks to each of them ....
I began writing on the internet in 2003 - but after a few "bad" experiences - I deleted everything in 2007. Whilst I had a vision of what I wanted to create - it wasn't completely clear - I'd made mistakes and attracted far too many problems on the internet. I realized the need to take "time-out" to "think" carefully. On this point - I agreed with people who said - "best to stay offline - best to stay off the internet - especially if you're going to attract trouble"!
From 2008 and until 2010 - began a period of "deep-thinking" - whilst living a normal full-time working business life which enabled me to travel across Europe and have some of the best experiences of my life. The date it all began was 2nd May 2008 in Bratislava, Slovakia - the day I went to Vienna to meet a Jewish businessman and ended up staying in Bratislava and visiting the tomb of Rabbi Moshe Sofer חתם סופר - The Chassam Sofer in Bratislava - Slovakia - followed by the next day taking a train to Budapest, Hungary.
Indeed, it's been the destined pieces of the puzzle in Slovakia, Poland, Hungary, France, Austria and Italy that ensured lots of inexplicable and unpredictable coincidences happened to me - meeting people and visiting interesting places - gleaning wisdom and knowledge from everything and everyone. Immediately with all the right pieces - I felt "at home" - and knew it was destiny guiding me - whilst all the garbage I met too - but then threw-it-out.
It's now - September 2015 - and I've now completed everything I wanted to do on the internet [except the Book of Secrets - planned for Summer 2016]. I felt the need to explain that it was not me alone that created what's been created - it has been a series of unpredictable coincidences that took me to places and to meet people - to learn about "life". The more challenging the situations - the more intensity in the experiences - the more energy, wisdom and understanding I learnt about life.
After getting the "pieces" together - the most fascinating facet came in December 2012 - when I was encouraged to take a leap of faith by Tamara Al Gabani from Dubai and the kindness of numerous readers who kindly donated to help create the websites. Proving that everything good is always something from nothing created by the collective love and kindness in two-way relationships - the collective energy of people from all over the world have indeed been important pieces in creating the websites.
Thanks to each karmic piece of the puzzle
Created the SpiritualSecrets Websites
Everything I've done, written and created online has been thanks to the collective inspiration of all the karmic pieces of the puzzle. From a collection of Antique Jewish books written by great spiritual souls and through the intuition, feeling, ideas and thoughts received whilst being at the above places. Indeed each of these sections of the websites - have been completely inspired - thanks to each of the karmic pieces - none of which I could have created alone.
These are the pieces of the puzzle with karmic and eternal thanks to each of them ....
 "Individuality" is a reality and an illusion ...
Everyone is made up of a collective energies that come from other people - no-one is a lonely individual
When you realize that "you" are not truly "you" - but "you" are made up of the sum of your experiences and depending on your interaction with all the people in your life - you become someone that isn't the real "you" - a fuller version of yourself with lots of pieces.
For example - when you're having a really enjoyable day - but then receive a nasty email - it ruins your mood - the real "you" becomes someone else - because of someone else's negative influence. Conversely, when you're having a dull and boring day - then suddenly something exciting opens and stimulates your mind - to feel a huge surge of positive - you will wonder - "where did that energy" come from.
I've written the websites after putting all the "Pieces of the Puzzle" together - "it" has been a 7 year journey of fate and destiny. As many of you who might know me - I'm not clever nor wise - I'm just "sensitive" - so when I get strong feelings to do something I do it - and when I get strong feelings to avoid something - I runaway from it.
For many years I've had a rebellious nature to do the opposite of what I see others doing - especially when I see their mistakes - hence by listening to my intuition and inner sensitivity - I've done what I feel to be right for me - whilst respecting that what is right for me - isn't necessarily right for others.
I always look at everything as a "sign" - and therefore in May 2008 when a set of coincidences enabled me to be in Bratislava, Slovakia - I took it as a "sign" to search for something that my soul was looking for. That was indeed a reconnection to Rabbi Moshe Sofer - Schreiber - and to pursue understanding his brilliant wisdom.
From May 2008 - a journey of searching for answers led me to the Noam Elimelech in Lizhensk, Divrei Chayim in Sanz, and Yismach Moshe in Sátoraljaújhely in Summer of 2012, simultaneously sensing strong energies from the Basilica's in Lezajsk, Rzeszow, St Stephens Basilica in Budapest, St Andreas in Salzburg and St Peters in Rome - to name a few - whilst constantly listening to the inspiration, strong feelings, signs and coincidences - through the gift of sensitivity.
When you realize this TRUTH - that you are made up of the sum of all your experiences - then you realize your biggest gift you can have is through meeting and talking to as many people as possible in your life - absorbing all the energies of all your experiences - whilst listening to your sensitivity to "know" who is good for you and who isn't.
Everyone - All - Inclusive - כולל ונכלל - No Exceptions and No Exclusions in Humanity - each of us is connected to other people - humanity is a collective consciousness - so dispel the illusion that you are an individual and share your gifts with others.
When you come to the enlightened truthful wisdom - you will realize the Wisdom of Buddhism that explains - "All beings are in Me, but I am not in them" - from Bhagavad Gita Chapter 9. The Eternal Divine GOD is WITHIN everyone - all you have to do is find "it" that is within everyone and everything you meet in your life. That's when you'll become OPEN to want relationships with other people as you will realize - it is through other people - that you expand your individuality.
 Psalm72 & Moon Astrology
Nothing happens by "coincidence"
Everything happens in life for a specific reason - there's no such thing as coincidences or accidents
I know many people think Gipsy's and "card" readers are crazy - but they too - are merely exceedingly sensitive people - and they look at everything as a "sign". There's an old Jewish tradition that whenever you need an inspirational answer to a question or problem you have in your life - you go to grave of ancestors - and pray. There's another Jewish tradition for solving problems and that's to open a Bible or any Jewish book - at any page - and be inspired by the words on the page you open. You might say - it's crazy - but many Jewish people do it.
Therefore whenever I went to any famous Rabbi's tombs I always opened-up a book and see where it opened to. In May 2008 at the tomb of Chassam Sofer - I opened book of Psalms at Psalm 72. Then I opened the book written by the Chassam Sofer - [Toras Moshe at page 43 on Torah as pictured below] - he explained that a person's emotions and feelings are the best gifts a person can have - the best gift is pain - because "pain" defines that you're feeling something - people who feel nothing are in fact "dead".
In my "old" version of the websites - I had written Monthly astrology page - but I knew it wasn't accurate nor correct - because some things never happened. Then I realized from Psalm 72 - as it mentions Moon twice - and from teachings of Chassam Sofer - that if you're not "turned-on" emotionally - then you're not "alive" - so nothing is going to happen even if the astrology of all the planets have predicted it so. Hence I began to study and explain Moon Astrology from then onwards.
Then I realized that the greatest moments in life - are often the most stressful - as stress and pain - is a DIVINE way of awakening - so instead of avoiding problems - I accepted them. This too - was highlighted in Bratislava - when the kind gentleman who unlocked and let me into the underground cemetery - who explained telling me exactly what I was feeling - there's a special feeling but not everyone feels it - hence it revealed with inner clarity - that it was an important karmic piece of the puzzle. It didn't make sense - and yet the feeling was strong. It was thanks to the coincidences in Bratislava, Slovakia that there's now Moon Astrology fully explained on the internet.
Rabbi Moshe Sofer חתם סופר
The Chassam Sofer in Bratislava - Slovakia
Moon Astrology exists and is explained online today - thanks to the Holy Spiritual Sofer of Rabbi Moshe Sofer - known as The Chassam Sofer in Bratislava - Slovakia. The plaque on the right is to thank Simcha Bunim Schrieber of Lugano Switzerland for renovating the underground cemetery. An important piece of the puzzle of Sefer72 - was visiting places that are familiar places from past-lifetimes - and strong pieces of the puzzle in this lifetime - as explained in SpiritualSecret1.
You either feel something or you feel nothing ....
When you visit graves and places and when you meet new people - you'll something or feel nothing
Whenever you feel something VERY STRONG means it is an important piece in the puzzle of your life
The Jewish cemetery was located on the banks of the Danube - after WWII - during communist years - they built a roof on top of the Jewish cemetery - and today - a tram line and road runs over ground - whilst underground is the Jewish cemetery of Bratislava - Pressbourg - Slovakia @ Google "Picasa" WebAlbum - "AntiqueJewishBooks - it is truly - one of the most spiritually energizing places to visit which started the change of direction in my life in May 2008 - strengthened in November 2010 - ensured I created everything I've done on the internet.
FYI - for Jewish readers wishing to go to Chassam Sofer - there's daily flights by Ryanair to Bratislava for less than $50 from all European cities, and is next to the River Danube 10 mins from Airport - all taxi drivers know where it is - and the key holder details are on the gate of the cemetery - he's very helpful and will come quickly and open up.
 Being poor is a big blessing .....
You can achieve more with life when you love being poor and embrace being poor - as parasites will leave you alone !
As I explain SpiritualSecrets2 of Sefer72 that the best restriction you can have is not having money - because when people have too much money - they waste it and do stupid things. But the fact isn't "being poor" alone - the essential fact is not to centre your whole life around the pursuit and desire for "MONEY". Even in some man-made cults and religions "they" have prayers and lucky charms for "money" - and there's even a Jewish cult who has it's emphasis on "money".
Above is the famous "Hebrew Writings" of Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum of Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary
Whilst "some" people believed this to be "lucky" charm for money - in fact - it protects from having money and ensures poverty - because - because the blessing of and thanks to being poor - you can attain much more than with money. In the same way that most people keep away from "Poor" people - and don't want a relationship with someone who is "Poor" - Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum knew that the best way to protect someone from making mistakes and from attracting bad people is to protect people from having "money".
This was very significant to me in 2008 and 2009 - as I saw and experienced many people - behaving badly - making bad decisions because of money. In those years - even amongst religious Jews - numerous scandals involving money and drugs - even Rabbi's sons overdosing on drugs and dying.
Indeed, "they" were the same Rabbi's who had made bad decisions because of MONEY. It's a fact that when some cults of Judaism get their children engaged - "they" always ask - about the "finances" of the family they're marrying into - they're more concerned with status and money - and sell their children like Prostitutes - this too - was predicted in the Book of Isaiah and Book of Jeremiah.
Being poor means you can be much more truthful - because when you like someone because of who they are and not what they can do for you or what you will get out of a relationship with them - then "you" are being "you" - and being truthful with yourself is the key to spiritual enlightenment.
Often people with money and power - aren't always nice people - but good people can't tell them the truth - especially in marriages - people who've sold themselves for money - stay in abusive relationships with someone unpleasant - because of fear of being poor. It affects all relationships, work and personal - but when you find the strength to the HONEST with yourself - then you can break-free. It was thanks to Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum of Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary in Summer of 2012 - that I finally broke-free from people who were holding me back from writing online.
Yes - I am poor - and it took time to adjust to - LOVE BEING POOR - but this fact is constantly ensuring I don't do anything stupid. Thanks to being "poor" - has ensured endings of lots of bad relationships and creates the ability to see through people with truthful clarity. It has ensured only connections with good people.
When you are "poor" and admit being the real "you" - instead of pretending to be someone you're not - you'll stop attracting deceitful people into your life and you'll always ensure you have all the right people in your life. Being down-to-earth makes your aura resonate to truth with all the people in your life are right for you because they will resonate to your innate truthfulness within your soul - as explained SpiritualSecrets2.
Hence, thanks to Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum of Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary that I realized that truthful Spiritual Knowledge is acquired when you have no distractions and when you have no deceit in your life. As the famous saying of Reb Naftoli of Ropshitz of how important it is to constantly be seeking knowledge - "I'd rather sit near a man of intelligence in Gehinnom [hell] than near a fool in Gan Eden [paradise]".
Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum
from Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary
Tomb of Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum & Rabbi Alexander Sender.........Tomb of Rabbi Elimelech Weissblum
........of Komarno in Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary ............................. in Lizhensk - Lezajsk, Poland
Author of Yismach Moshe and Tefila leMoshe on Psalms .............. Author of "Noam Elimelech"
Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum of Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary was well-known that whenever he had a problem that needed solving or whenever he didn't understand something - he went to sleep - and then woke-up with the inspired answer - this indeed - was the way he created his explanations to the book of Psalms. I explain this SpiritualSecrets3 - that your soul never sleeps - but the confusion you have is because the earthly stuff is confusing your head.
Indeed, that's just one example - but I have found from all the greatest spiritual Rabbis on 18th, 19th & 20th Century who lived in Galicia, Poland, Ukraine, Hungary - such as the Noam Elimelech in Lezajsk - visiting their tombs - lighting candles and learning from their books - ensured I felt the strength from what was relevant and discarded the rest. These websites and the new version of "me" then got created and written from the collective wisdom of all the Spiritual Books.
It was in Summer 2012 - after numerous visits to Rabbi Moshe Teitelbaum of Sátoraljaújhely, Hungary that I learnt the karmic importance - to light candles and pray for all the people who HATE you - anyone who gives you creepy bad and negative feelings when you think of them - light a candle for them.
As explained in Sefer GilGulim - "Everyone you've ever known in your life - sits in your aura" - and the fact that "they" bother you when you think of them means you've unfinished karma with them. Therefore, the only way to detach yourself from them is to light a candle and pray for them too. Hence the numerous candles Ester and I - lit in the above photo !
 "Finding Diamonds in Garbage"
When you use, find and have something that others have thrown-out, discarded and ignored that's where I found it all
It was a brilliant inspired idea - after seeing 1000's of Jewish Books being bagged-up and thrown-away. In the warehouse where I worked in London - each week a man came with collections made from all synagogues and house-clearances full of black-bags of 1000's of books. The Jewish tradition is to bury unwanted Jewish books and not "throw-them-into" garbage. When I sorted through what was being thrown away - I was shocked.
In May 2008 I had nothing - and by 2012 - I had a collection of over 1000 seforim - and ran a "give-away" service - recycling the books to schools and to people who wanted them. I remember my old Jewish school teacher explaining how he and his family - fled Nazi Europe with just a few things - and amongst his belongings were his Jewish Books. Then to see - the next generation - throwing-away - things that their parents treasured with their lives - was very disturbing and shocking.
But it made-sense especially after two sensational stories in London - one of cocaine overdose and another of Rabbi's son caught with a prostitute and drugs - made me realize that "something" wasn't right in the religious Jewish community - "they" are replaced and thrown-away all the diamonds of prior generations and replaced it with "stuff" that would kill them. I will tell you the truth - that I have found books that went straight from the printers to the garbage - not even opened or read once - I even finding books signed by famous Rabbis such as the Chofetz Chayim - thrown away into garbage!
Indeed, a fine example of decline in the last few generations is from the Biala Rebbe Rabbi Yechiel Yehoshua Rabinowicz ztl who repeated and learnt the words of Tana Dvei Eliyahu everyday of his life - even lying ill and sick - he had someone read the words of this special book - a book that contains SpiritualSecrets.
That tradition is now discarded - and hardly read by anyone today except a handful of enlightened souls - for me the book Tana Dvei Eliyahu became an important piece of the puzzle. A lot of the phrases and expressions I use are from all these special books. I guess that I was made to feel disturbed by what I had seen - in order to make me do something with the garbage that others were throwing away.
The answers are found in the putting all the pieces of the puzzle together
Special Books that defined important pieces of the Puzzle
5 Important books - and photo on right was the garage that I used to store all the unwanted Jewish books
I used things "other" people didn't want - is where I found the treasures of life in what they ignored and discarded. As explained SpiritualSecrets7 this is the secret to the final phase of earthly existence - turning the world upside-down and making it all right again !
 Prophetic Words from autistic children
Every word they speak is truth - unlike healthy children - they have nothing to loose by telling the truth
Humans lie because of motif of desires and wants - but given the gift of truth - what would you say?
Amongst the Jewish books thrown away was - the 3rd one in the above photo - written in hebrew - it contains prophetic words of wisdom from handicapped Autistic children. You can read more in "Messages from Heaven" by Daniel - Autism's World. The spiritual secrets revealed and confirmed by Autistic Children in the Hebrew Book "Nafshi" as illustrated above - I have found online pdf in full in English => www.dani18.com/uploads/Secrets_of_the_Soul.pdf. [FYI not everything is completely truthful - as some of the writings seem to be confused by "earthbound" stuff of what they want you to believe - and some dates and times are wrong too - even so - I must say - there is a lot of truth].
The truth and sincerity is quite remarkable - as it appears clearly that Every word they speak is truth - unlike healthy children - they have nothing to loose by telling the truth. Indeed humans lie because of motif of selfish desires and wants - but given the gift of truth - what would you say?
The Komarno Rebbe - was quoted as saying - that - at the end of times - it will be the Rabbis who lie - who will be holding-up the spirituality of the generation as "they" will attempt to restrict the search for knowledge. That too is clear by the numerous prophetic messages of the Autistic children. And it was the fact that I was sensitively touched and inspired by the prophetic words of these gifted children that makes me realize - no-one is useless - everyone everywhere has great purpose. אבן מאסו הבונים היתה לראש פינה In fact - the poorest and most unwanted people - are the most inspiring and most special.
 Being honest, truthful & down-to-earth!
Sometimes we all want to be someone else - we are blind to our own gifts and unique qualities,
People who copy others and be someone they're not are blocking their own destiny
Realizing this truth - that I needed to be "me" and not be someone else - meant an urgent need to stop working for a boss - who made me constantly lie to our customers - telling them our goods were genuine legitimate goods - instead of illegal imports - simply wasn't good for my soul. Which made me realize that however small the lie is - it is still a lie - and was preventing me from being "me".
The journey to being "me" took a few years to let go of all the lies - which - in hindsight made me realize that the only piece in the puzzle to life is a need to always be honest and down-to-earth. I'm sure you've seen it too - you can always see the huge difference between pretentious liars - those people pretending to be something they're not - and in an instant - you can always see the absolutely truthful people.
You too - have probably told someone you loved them - when truth was - you didn't. For this generation it's normal to lie - the key to opening the door to a quality of life - is to tell the truth - be honest with yourself - listen to your feelings and emotions - then you too - will uncover all the pieces of the karmic puzzle of your life.
The best facet is that NO-ONE can ever steal or take the karmic pieces of the puzzle of your life - as explained SpiritualSecrets1. These are invisible emotional energies that constantly connect YOU to your karmic destiny - which means - even if you're lost or take a detour - you can always get your destined life back.
Thanks to each karmic piece of the puzzle
Created the SpiritualSecrets Websites
Everything I've done, written and created online has been thanks to the collective inspiration of all the karmic pieces of the puzzle. From a collection of Antique Jewish books written by great spiritual souls and through the intuition, feelings, ideas and thoughts received whilst being at the above places. Indeed each of these sections of the websites - have been completely inspired - thanks to each of the karmic pieces - none of which I could have created alone.
There are many more pieces of the karmic puzzle - but the Rabbi Moshe Sofer of Bratislava and "finding" Psalm 72 have been the most important karmic pieces of the puzzle that been the source to create the websites.
Hence, I began the "new" version of the websites with the foundation being - Psalm 72 - and have now concluded the websites in September 2015 with this explanation of Sefer72 - with a big "Thank you" to the prophetic words of King David written 3000 years ago.
סוד ה ליראיו ובריתו להודיעם